dislike

after reading shige's essay for the 3rd time
i finally really understood everything

there had been many times in my life
where i hate stuff
without trying
trying to learn to like it
trying to taste it
like vegetables
i hate them
usually.
without even trying how they taste like

same for people i do not really noe
i juz hav a prejudgment about them

it scares me sometimes
to see how badly i can view things
when they're actually not that bad

im 15 already
how much time hav i wasted
with the prejudgments i had made in my life till now

i cant really say
that im gonna start learning to like everything
from this moment onwards
but maybe
i'll juz try
try
to at least make a effort
to stop allowing the word
"dislike"
to appear in my mind
before i learn about that certain sumthing.