you said you cant eat with us
cos u're busy with project work
which starts at 9pm
but you need to start researching before that

but then again
i see you in my room
happily watching videos which i, supposingly more free than you are, haven even watched yet.

when we were out buying breakfast
im ripped of my right to eat cake for breakfast
just becos he says you dun like it
but at the same time
i had to stuff vegetable bun and chicken buns down my throat

have you ever noticed how good dinner was everytime you come home for dinner?
but you never learnt to appreciate it

im not saying he's bias
im just saying that you do not know how to appreciate him

oh btw
if you never noticed
we came home at 8pm
1 hour before your so called project meeting

has caused me to fail to find ppl who really love dance around me (except shiaoyen)
and that's street dance i tell u
not chinese dance/ modern dance/ line dance or anything along that line.

it's saddens me to see this
just reminds me why elder ppl do not like our generation
we're too lazy to even keep ourselves healthy
always finding excuses

and no wonder we do not do too well in academic studies too
this was once said in dragonzakura
"对一样东西和迷恋的人
他本身就有一种努力的潜质在里面
这种学生如果精神集中起来
爆发出来的能量是不可忽视的"
but the passion lacks in almost everyone of the new generation
we're just too fickle minded about what we want to do
we're too influenced by the world about what we should do.

i do not deny that i'm fickle minded about what i want to do
but i know for sure what i do not want to give up
that is
arts.
photography. videography. graphic art. music. dance.
and this
is what keeps me on all the way till now.
others call it a distraction
but it's my motivation.

this is my passion.
can you find yours?

sad to say
the lack of passion
is the sad truth of the new generation.

block tests are over
and as expected
papers were returned
a B3 for chinese
B3 for physics
B4 for maths
and a surprising A1 for bio
though i felt i could have done alot better if i had explained better

a MSG of 3 now
which is bad bad bad
due to double weightage of maths (darn it)
i hope my chem can pull up the marks
=(

happy stuff
im on duty for both hat full of stars and theatre production!!
i hope kuo doesnt realise im in both
so that he would not kick me out one of the duties
hehe

hat full of stars is a modern dance concert
on 19apr 2008
there's 2 shows on that day
afternoon and evening
approach any modern dance girls if you want the tickets
im doing control room sound for that if im not wrong

theatre production
i have no idea what's the name
and the performance's at the ecopond
cool or what?
ticketing, time and others i have no idea
approach theatre girls for more details
doing sound for that too.

av can always make me happy
duty, ppl or training
all full of love

was just reading 江承熹's blog
he was talking about looking out at the sunrise once
when he couldnt fall asleep on a long flight overseas

made me think of a yamapi jweb
that had this
Have you forgotten to look up at the sky because you’re so busy?

i come to realise
how much we're missing out on the things that are always there
u know.
like when we dun hav a close one or anyone around us
it's the only time we'll stop to see what nature has to give us.
it's kind of sad isnt it?
looking for something that might not be there
yet always missing the one that has never left.

also
江承熹 wrote this
wats wif money, wats the happy things or stuff tt u can have... when ultimately.. all u wan is someone u wanted to share all these wif u... which is the most most important thing isn't it?

i'll have to say i disagree to that
it's true that money and materialistic items are not the best things in life.
but well
i read somewhere before
a line that means something like
to live life to the fullest
u learn to appreciate the loneliness u have.
ppl cannot always be there for you
not all the time at least
so we have to learn to live happily in the presence of loneliness.

and that's when
i start to insist on walking home whenever i can;
to enjoy that little time on my own
to think about things happening in my life
or simply to admire what has always been around me.
i'll never forget to look at the sunset whenever i walk home in the evening
it can just make me forget about my troubles and appreciate whatever i have.

Have you looked at the sky today?

loooooooooooook
someone has done it already!!!
i wanna learn too!!!!

attention all my dear av members taking part in "Faces of Nanyang photography competition"
pls take a look at this

2.7. Right to entries
• Upon registration of an entry, the organisers have total right to use the photograph for their own use.

which means once we hand in the photo for competition
we'll lose the copyrights to it.
however im not really sure abt it
cos it juz says "organisers have total right to use the photograph for their own use"
so i believe that it means we lose the copyrights
by losing the copyrights
mean that even if u dun win in this photography competition
the photo cannot be resubmitted to another competition (if im not wrong)
as the photo no longer "officially" belong to u.

i hope someone can clear this wif me
if we are really gonna lose the copyrights over the photo
i'd rather send in the worse photo i took
or dun participate at all.

these few days been busy wif block tests
the last paper's today
so i can finally say
"it's over!!!"
yup yup
finally i get the time to blog =)
hahaha

on Sunday (i think)
i finally got to watch 正しい王子のつくり方 ep 11
and there's something uberly cute

at abt say...
3:16
aiba hiroki and fren does the cute "nun (pronouced as noon)~~~~~~~" thing

say nun~~~~~~~~~~~~
so cute!

and yesterday
i sort of wasted some time
to go buy japanese magazines at Kino
duet and winkup apr issues
and last Saturday i bought Myojo
so if anyone wans any scans frm inside (johnny's jrs.)
can ask me to scan =)

oh im starting to realise
siewying's starting to talk like me
hahaha
quotes "我每天都有睡觉的"
she said that when i said
"今天终于可以睡（午）觉了"

i noe im oh-so-loved by Siewying =)

wahpiang~~~~~
i shld hav just insisted that i went for hiphop alone!!!!
cos shiaoyen is going for newstyle now
but im at home!!!!
i miss hiphop like hell lots lah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``
garrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel so stupid now
sessionsssssssssssssssssssss
i wanna go so i dun feel so bad =(

ohman
block tests + lack of dance isnt the best way to live life
especially when i've juz watched 棒棒堂's 武林至尊 competition
makes me wanna dance even more
2nd week already!!
without dance!

no motivation to study now =(

*erm. wat's wif the white stuff and him turning in circles =.=*

this song is like
on repeat mode whenever my sis's using the com
and she claims 933 started playing the song cos she started listening to it (yeah right.)
they obviously started playing it before she listened to it =.=

the composer for the song is 阿信！
i love his creations.
and there u hav him singing it



it feels rather different from 杨宗纬's version
杨宗纬's version is very sad
feels very 沧桑
阿信's version is very 阿信
like how he normally sings
but does not actually brings out that really sad element in the song

ever since his blog was featured in i-weekly
my sis has been like visiting it almost everyday
and reading to me the posts
lol

his blog totally cracked us up man!
the one abt him going for braces due to erm
some pout he has
hahahahaha
when we read that we were like laughing like siao lah
haiyo y he worry this kind of stuff one
he's not pouting loh seriously.

oh and some comments abt that particular post
1. if im not wrong teeth cannot feel sore right?
i meant there are sensory receptor and nerves in the gums lah
but teeth?

2. the one abt elvin ng also putting the braces that are the "inside" kind
*think yamap*
my sis was commenting how elvin ng doesnt look like he had put braces before
lol

3. "shape my face"
hahahahaha
that one wins man.
comment-less but total crack.

oh i juz come to really there's a 窍门(is that how u say it?) in his blog name
"C.rappy X.changes"
the capital letters
"C.X"
are the initials of his name =)
i bet my sis din realise that XDDDDD
whees
im cleverer than her *feels proud*

(ps. all the above comments + watnots are not to attack kangchengxi lah
u'll hav no idea how much we stick to the tv at 9pm juz to see him.
it's juz pure joking around between my sis and I.)

well
only 3 vids this time

1. soko ni aru

it's a really really cute song
i guess this is like the special ones wif everyone singing
i love the theme of the song =)
嬉しくて　楽しくて　笑った数だけ顔のしわも段々増えるけど
だからきっとだから俺はばぁちゃんの顔がすんごい好きなんだ

2. futarigoto

it's the pv

3. yuushiron

this has subs!!
so yup
the mv becomes alot clearer
and the song's cool.

that's all~~
RADWIMPS!
weets!
haha

i juz found this darn cool group
it's like a band
apparently "RADWIMPS" mean excellent weakling, superlative coward.
cool =)

songs
1. order-made

this is a super weird topic for a song
but nonetheless it's a real cool song
i mean to come up wif such lyrics is juz...
woah.

2. by my side

the song muz be heard till the very end
it's so sad

3. yuushirun

the video's the main thing
cos i dun understand the lyrics XD
it's a cool concept for the vid

4. Iin desu ka?
live ver.

should i say
cute?
hahaha

5. me me she

i was like "eh?" at the ending
i think the pv probably makes more sense
if i understood the lyrics.

6. otogi

another english song
i love the way he articulates =)

7. 25 kome no senshokuta

again i dunno the lyrics (i fail terribly at japanese language)
but the guitar sounded really nice =)

8. futarigoto

君と僕が出会えたことが 奇跡だろうとなんだろうとただありがとう

more to be up...
needs to go bathe and eat XD

im skiving now
hahaha
this is bad man...
i cant even process a fic properly now
so u can totally guess how bad my brain is now
but im not even done with revision
plus i need to edit my essay
and reflection (wth is wif that loh)
ah but before that
let me juz do this while i clear my mind

taken from some1's blog (i believe she prefer to be anonymous)
★ THE RULES ★
Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post a line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: No cheating. No Googling. AND NO LAST.FM SEARCHING.

1. 即使月亮没有太阳/其实也有一点亮 (oh my i dunno wat it's supposed to be too XD)
2. you came and you gave without taking (this is darn easy)
3. 当对的人等不到对的时间
4. 为什么英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
5. donna fuu ni iiwake shitekuren dai/sayonara wo surun dai
6. 过去就让它去/不再怀疑
7. 也许时间是一种解药/也是我现在正服下毒药
8. kokoro wa itsumo kimi to iru yo/wasurenai de yoru ga.... (i suck at typing japanese song lyrics...)
9. 就算整个世界被寂寞绑票/我也不会奔跑
10. 我决定插手你的人生/当你的时尚顾问
11. i will show the world what i can do/ if i had the wings i will fly high than anything (hint: it's a japanese song)
12. 看你傻笑着/握住我的手
13. 我若担心我不能飞/我有你的草原
14. 对不起速度太快/让你问什么什么
15. 看不到我爱的人/风再大又怎样
16. 就连一滴泪/都不愿装饰/爱情里最伤人的理智
17. kokoro no koe wa/kimi ni todoku no kana
18. datte donna toki demo/yume wo daite iru kara
19. 就算爱情听不见/我们的每一天/像幸福的音乐
20. 这世界充满太多假象/你看到的和真实往往不一样
21. kimi dake wa zettai hanasanai/itsumade mo/koko made mo
22. jounetsu tomaranai/itsuka yume ni mita natsu da ne
23. ima wa jibun wo shinjitai no sa/sabishisa wasureru hodo
24. 只是过往的每个画面/都成为我们的束缚
25. monokuro no keshiki wo somero akaku akaku sugu ni

whee~
hav fun guessing =)

haha
pardon me
but i dun really like DBSK
oh oh oh
but this vid

my goodness
i was glued to the screen

the first few action made me think of daniel
haha
the <3 of j/k pop hiphop
if anyone in oschool is kind enough to adopt this as choreo for the nxt hiphop course
im joining straight away!!

oh but but but
shiaoyen~~~~~~~~
yes yes
u can prac this wif me during sessions
and we can make 2 ppl fake DBSK!!!
hahaha
you'll love the dance too~~
go watch go watch~

SPOILER ALERT!
i got to watch DREAMBOYS 2007 yesterday
on veoh
without subs though
so half the time i din understand what they were saying
but basically it's DREAMBOYS 2004 + DREAMBOYS 2006
so at least i could understand the general story

the story starts
wif koki, yara, kame, kis-my-ft2, ABC and huever else is there
singing and dancing to the main song of DREAMBOYS 2007
this time the "producer" or huever it is
for the "DREAM BOYS THE MOVIE"
is this lady by the name of makoto
as compared to yoko hu played a character somewhat similar in DB 2006
she lacked something that can entertain people
most of the time i got bored by her
though i cant deny that her voice is really really good

in the movie filming part
i cant help but notice that all the jnrs are so thin and muscle-less
and that bit irritated me for a while.

the rest i shant comment much since i din really it properly XD
skip to the livestage
i was kind of shocked when kis-my-ft2 and ABC came out to sing "WANA"
my first reaction was
"eh? shounen club?"
it wasnt the best perf of WANA though
and they din get group songs of their own
not like DB 2006

seishun amigo wif the 2 ladies, kame and koki
was really really cool
hahaha
not too bad i would say

the whole thing ended with the main song of DB 2007
and bowing stuff
and oh oh
free time
erm is that how u call it?
but since i dun understand japanese language
i skipped the whole part

overall i prefer DB 2006 to DB 2007
and i'll tell u why

in DB 2006 it started wif kattun singing "will be all right"

and then the FIGHTING DANCE

which i felt was so fabulous
it was really a dance battle
ueda + koki + junno + nakamaru's
locking + boxing was superb
though skill wise it may not be

and the so called street battle between K8 and KATTUN
there was this very clever and nice use of lightings there
where KATTUN always had red lighting
K8 always had blue lighting
and Jin remained in white
it kind of showed where they belonged to
and how's their relation

in jin's perf of sore zore no omoi
i cant help but say
his dance was rather nice
and it made the cargo pants look really really nice

my favourite part of DB 2006
was the part where they talked abt when they were younger
also when jin and ryo said these
jin:流逝的時間 已經無法挽回了
ryo:況且 越是努力挽回 越不似從前那樣重要了

ryo:要找到好伙伴需要花費很大的功夫 可是失去他們 只需要一瞬間
就在認爲已經追上別人的瞬間 自己就變成了追趕的對象
連這一點都沒有察覺到 真是悲哀

i also loved the part when subaru died in the hospital (plus jin's care)
and how he always believed it wasnt kame's fault
i teared at the part when the "dead" subaru
went to talk to kame
and told him to take care of yuta (subaru's little brother in DB)

the ending song KIZUNA was really really touching
seeing that the boys had cried onstage too


livestage
i cant tell you how nice it was unless u watched it
and the ending of the livestage was fabulous too
plus i cant really rmb it now
though i rmb-ed it was cool

some vids here
Jin - Care


K8 + KATTUN - All of me for you & Fight all night


Juniors - good day


Kame - yuta's song (i suppose since the lyrics was dif frm the original song "Challenger")


ABC - Beat mind


Kame - Hoshi no Hikurau Sora

for this i prefer the 2007 version

<3 DREAMBOYS 2006

today feels so wrong
i actually got out of bed at 1pm
yeah
i miss dance/oschool/lockers/hiphop so so so much
it feels so wrong to not have dance for a week
feels so wrong to not see the lovable lockers (hahahahaha) for a week

i wanted dance so badly that i dreamt of oschool yesterday
hahahaha
yeah it's plain stupid
it's like
oschool changed location and became darn posh
and i went for hiphop open
wif yanjie in that class
so so so wrong
but wth
no dance juz feels so wrong

i hope there's sessions on monday
though i think if i went
i'll be like mugging for block test in the studio
hahaha

seems like there are quite some number of ppl hu think the same as me
and to clarify things for those hu are still blur
wat we're talking abt is not a rumor
rather wat we think
since obviously most of us hav been following the jr units
and hav seen at least yayayah and jjexpress gone before our very own eyes.

yup now it only makes me think more that they wun debut
though im still hopeful abt their debut someday
however
im thinking that even if they never ever debut
juz dun split them up
like maybe ABC?
it always awes me when i think abt how long they've been as a jr unit

well and of cos
i dun butoukan to debut
they juz dun feel like debut material

and my sis says
there's this very distinct character(is this the correct word?)
in every debut grp
that is
everyone in the grp is rather dif
juz see KATTUN and NEWS
they hav ppl with characteristics that are at poles end.

to me
butoukan has everyone very alike
so pls kitagawa
continue ur tradition of putting dif ppl into a grp
so butoukan will never debut
=)

woots~~~~~
first time when i came online
news_jpopm isnt the first website i go
haha
i went to kamichan's website
cos yesterday was shounen club!!!
and as always
the dls will be there =)
thanks a million!
(though i dun noe u in person =))

first up
the opening was　青の時代

this was the 2nd time i ever heard the song
and oh
i nv heard the full one before
cos the previous on i heard was on the very first SC i ever watched
anyway
this song is rather dif frm other openings of SC
cos it's slow~~
but nevertheless (it's a cliche! hahaha)
it was <3333333333333

totsu

ABC

shoon had sounded weird to me
maybe bcos i hav never noticed how he sounds
but yeah
it's not bad =)

shoon hashi sanada kamei

senga kitayama tamamori

senga (bcos he's too cute)

tamamori (bcos he's so pretty XD)

nikaido miyata yokoo fujigaya
oh and koyama and nakamaru sang!!!!



it felt weird hearing them
since we dun really hear them on shounen club
unless ofcos it's their own song
but this time it's not!

we noe goseki <3 nakamaru =)

next
seishun medley!!

din cap the first song
cos they were jnrs that i din noe and of cos din like XD
2nd song
garasu no shounen

uekusa

camu cade
and nakayama sang it

3rd song
LIPS
sexy song~~~
hahaha

hashi

and nozawa
being sexy!
hahaha

4th song
seishun amigo

i juz thought they looked good all together

sanada

kosaka masato
one thing i like abt this guy is
he's always smiling =)

kamei

next~
kis-my-ft2 new song
brand new season~

"loneliness will never love you~~~~~"


i hav no idea y yokoo looked so erm. grumpy?

miyata did a turn
and SMILED into the cam =)

kitayama
his face has such a nice proportion

senga

tamamori =))

miyata wif his smile again =))))))

and again
u noe this guy ah
he needs not take time to react to a cam pointing at him
he's always plastering his HUGE smile into the cam
lol

nika!
hu looks so cute here =)

NEWS!
yup yup
utsukushi sugitte beautiful eyes


yamap

koyama

tegoshi

ryo

shige and massu


oh this is funny
koyama and ryo were standing kinda awakward down there
and koyama did a peace sign to the cam
and looked away as if nothing happened
haha
where is the member ai!
tsk....
hehe

shige

massu

NEWS!!

lastly
the ending song
i totally love this ending
cos there's like no random jnr or HSJ popping out
it's juz
shoon, ABC, kis-my-ft2, question? and some dancing jnrs
but the dancing jnrs dun get much camera time so it doesnt bother me


miyata shoon kitayama totsu
boys are boys no matter how old they are *laughs*

yokoo's finally smiling
though i dun think it lasted long
gives me a total bad feeling

goseki sticking his face into the cam
he's getting cuter and cuter!

tsuka!
adorable =)

was staring at ishigaki when kawai suddenly appeared
*didnt he juz stick his face into the cam abt 2 seconds ago?**scratch head*

nice expression =)

kitayam akun

senga goseki

tamamori tsuka


totsu and nika fanservice!! *screams*
ah but wat happened to senkaido~~~

fujigaya fujie

yoda
i <3 his eyes + eyebags

yokoo shoon miyata

kitayama totsu

that's the end
big credits to kamichan!!!