APM and snrs talked about enjoying the next 2 weeks
and giving it all for Huangcheng
ticketing talked about selling tickets to see a full house audience

Productions have always been fun for me
but somehow
for this
I don't feel as much fun as I have had
from productions in the 4 years of my AV life

I remembered one period of time
when I had scarlet first installment
and A Hat Full of Stars II productions at the exact same period
everyday of the week
I'm rushing between these 2 productions
but I was truly happy then

Scarlet was some what like Huangcheng
Late nights, no dinner (Huangcheng has lah), Long waiting time for actors to turn up, tiring setup (the entire outdoor system)
But it was fun

Scarlet final installment
ticket sales was like shit
around say half only?
or probably less than that
and it was only Nanyang auditorium
way smaller than Victoria theatre
But some how
I was satisfied
I enjoyed my duty
and it stayed in my heart forever.

When ticketing talked to us today
it did not reach me
cos ticket sales
isn't exactly what I work for
I work for experience
and it was Scarlet that taught me this
If we were able to work happily with such poor sales
current huangcheng sales is no prob to me at all.

Teacher-in-charge asked us to think what does the huangcheng theme mean to us
I don't think it reached me too
But when Nick Ng spoke to the theatre girls about why they were on stage
at that present moment
it struck me hard.

Somehow
Huangcheng is not what I expected it to be
I mean I expected the hard work and late nights
But the feeling
is totally not there

Even that lame shit duty we did at Esplanade that wasn't of any use at all
I enjoyed it
I remembered sitting back stage
with lijun and Anastasia
listening to the ending song of the whole concert
and it touched us
Everyone just went quiet then
it was a good experience

I'm so sorry but I don't feel as much for Huangcheng as I ever did for any of my productions
I hope it'll be better.

No motivation to help with ticket sales
so sorry.