zomg I should be finishing my lab reporttttt
BUTBUTBUT
I'm on facebook and hurhur
plus the thing on my sidebar
is playing 'Share' now
so I though I would just write my huangcheng thingy
lol


I rmb-ed after last year's huangcheng
I would go back to chouwei room after school
to talk to Norine and Chenxi
I kept writing 'Share' lyrics of Chenxi's stuff
「ステージみんなを作って　ありがとう　いつの日も感謝して」
Well
that was how I truly felt last year
the feeling of having everyone there
to complete the 3 performances.

I remembered how
last year after the 1st performance,
I became a little complacent
and screwed up the 2nd show
feeling like shit
Lijun and I went to basement and find Yi Sheng
kind of like to apologise? I can't rmb why we went to find him (hmm...)
But he said it was okay
and gave us both a hug
to tell us to jiayou for the last gongyan
At that moment I was just full of guilt and <3 frm the seniors.
and well the last show was the best =D

This year
it was huangcheng for me as a chouwei
everything felt different.
Tiring
preparation started so early
or maybe bcos I was involved in writing script so it began quite early for me
Sometimes it's such a burden
having to juggle schoolwork and huangcheng
glad that my family were supportive at the very least
I rmb-ed how I slowly went home later and later last year
till one day my dad said
"Can you quit your cca?"
This year he was very much more supportive
like staying up to wait for me
making milo bing for me when I want to drink it.

THANKS DAD <3

Yuensin,
my fellow yinzhang
I must admit that I've neglected my work somewhere here or there
and she had to do a lot of stuff for me
Sorry to have over worked you!
yinxiang was fun with you around
and it's amusing to have only 2 J2s in yinxiang

My yinxiang jnrs
although you guys have like zero experience
but thanks for all the effort placed into huangcheng
I'm so happy about your attitude towards huangcheng
it's honestly really positive
am glad to see that all of you have decided to stay
and work together towards next year's huangcheng
whether or not you're gonna be next year's chouwei
please put in as much effort in the production
huangcheng would not have been the same without any one of you.

PMs/APMs
HAHA I guess I get pissed at a certain few quite often
hmm...
but okay yuanhan my gossip mate
I'm truly glad that you trust me so much
Somehow in this group of people
I've hardly found enough trust
I can't trust nor do anyone truly trust me
But you were like the only who did?
Thank you so much
and the other 3
thanks for all the fun
like in the xingzheng room nonsense (haha)
and all the work you have put in for us

and everyone else
THANKS FOR ALL THE FUN
AND EFFORT YOU GUYS HAVE PUT IN
I can't say that this is the best huangcheng that I have experienced
but I've seen the effort
which is all that's needed.

<3 you guys
can we not let chouwei die out?
more meetings please!


BTW
whichever huangcheng J2 reading this blog
KBOX OUTING ON WED AFTER SCH =D


oh and I was reading my old post
I actually think that Nick Ng can make a good teacher for the daoyans.